Hallo everybody! I'm a 16 year old from Illinois, and I'm not exactly new here, I LOVE coming to this site everyday after I get home to see whats new, etc etc. I came to discover either "God" did not care or was not real, and Atheism, after the worst part of my life happened.
Hopefully this will be short enough. Ahem!!
I've had OCD all my life. Then one day dreamed of "The Devil" in a dream, and since then, my OCD has indeed acted up and it has mixed so horribly badly with religion (tis actually very common). 9 or so months went by of straight torture, from my OCD and religion mixing, blah blah blah. And so, after 9 months of trying to change my life around for so called "God", (because I was truly convinced this was all real), I just said "F It, I don't even care anymore", and of course shortly after religion was off my mind, boom! All cleared up all free. So although I've been nothing but depressed for 9ish months every second of the day, the reward of knowing the Christian God is either not real, or a total buttcheek, I would say is 100% worth that struggle. :D
Thanks y'all for reading! Hope to start posting some stuff and getting involved in this community soon. And PLEASE, if I post something untrue or wrong, please let me know and teach me whats correct :)
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Welcome to AR, Stu!
Thank you thank you matey! :D
A bit late perhaps, but welcome :)
Yeah, this is late, but welcome! Hope you have an incredible time learning and being a part of this community!
Yeah, this is late, but welcome! Hope you have an incredible time learning and being a part of this community!
welcome :)
welcome :)