First of all i do apologize to you all as i don't know if this is the right place to post my question! Im Moroccan atheist! Always been an atheist just didn't have the guts to say it so my life wouldn't be in danger currently using VPN to sing in to Atheist Republic so i wouldn't be tracked. You probably don't know this but the Moroccan government track literally anyone and anything that moves within the country even Phone calls!.
I'll just make it quick and simple and i appreciate you sticking around to help the others as i had no choice but to ask for help.
Been studying religions for the past 7 years and unfortunately non of the books dazzled my thoughts or explained any of my questions. In fact i'm a Scientist and Physicist nerd and i have applied everything i know to measure the truth of it all and Science WINS. It explains everything you have in mind except the darkest ones which Scientist are currently working on it. WE ARE ALMOST THERE PEOPLE AND WE WILL PROVE THAT THERE'S NO SUCH A THING AS GOD OR GODS.
I'm not gonna get into details in this post but im happy to share my evidence of non-existing of GOD, GODS as it's just an illusion was made to make people feel better and have a reason to live and think that there's a better life waiting for them. They can't accept the idea that they would be vanished and wiped off the face of the universe after their death. YEP!! Hard to believe? It's true so make most of it counts and don't waste it worshiping something that doesn't move or talk as if i were a god i would want my creatures to see me talk to me and the most important part is that i would never want a harm to come to them whatsoever.
Ok im getting there i know! Let's keep this for another thread that would really have a beautiful chaos inside and it would definitely dazzle you. Unless you are stubborn to listen?
So where was I? Oh yeah the kingdom of Morocco which i like to call "THE KINGDOM OF SLAVERY". You'll be surprise to know that there's people in Morocco worship Mohammad VI and kissing the ground he walks on and i assure you there's lots of videos online for that.
I don't wanna be in a country where i'm not safe to talk about what i believe in or express myself! I don't wanna be in a country where if i speak the truth I'll be imprisoned for the rest of my life and i promise you this i'll never see the light again.
As i look back in time and i see my life completely changed the past few years i become a happy person dancing on the rhythm of music and it's harmony, I literally feel anything i touch now! Plants, Rocks, Water knowing that im a part of it. But unfortunately if i shared my thoughts and what i have discovered or what i know i would end up in prison and my life worth alot more to just risk it! I only got one life and i wanna spend it well and somewhere where i'll be more appreciated and respected.
Why i would like to leave Morocco and never come back? Here's just a few reasons of MANY!
1- Being an atheist in Morocco is harder than you think! It's worse than Saudi Arabia and the rest of Muslim countries! The more you talk about it the more hate grows and you'll never see it coming! You'll be dead before you know it. Who did it? No one knows and your case would be closed in no time.
2- Being with someone you care or love! Try and hold someone's else hand in public! In this case let's talk about girls! If you try and hold a girl's hand in public, All eyes and attention would be towards you and you'll be a target and the next thing you know or see is the cops picking you and her up asking you if you are married. If not you are screwed! It's either you marry her or either you pay to get your way out of jail "Works in most cases." "Bail"
3- If you eat publicly in Ramadan You are going to be imprisoned for 7 months or more due to their article 222 of the Moroccan criminal code!
4- The way you dress! I know this might sounds weird to some of you but it's true! If you dress or wear something unusual in Morocco you gonna be picked up for questions. I once got stopped by the cops on my way home asking me why im wearing a t-shirt of a half naked girl "covering her breasts of course" but still! They told me to cover that sh**t and never wear it in public again! Who are you dude to decided what i wear? Of course i played it cool if i didn't i wouldn't be here talking to you now!
5- You are not allowed to question your religion or criticize it unless you are non-Moroccan. in this case you'll end getting kicked out of the country and you are not allowed to enter it again. You lucky little bastard :-)
6- Government bulling literally every citizen! You have a piece a paper you need to get sort out for a project or something you working on? Don't be sure you'll get in in the first or the second week! It might go up to months and even years. UNLESS you have money to bribe the companies or the government to do it quickly!
7- There's no safety as you could get easily injured and killed. Kids with Knifes, Swords, Machete running on the streets robbing people and leaving them with scars that hunts them for the rest of their lives. The cops wouldn't get there unless there's blood! YES. I did once called them about someone's holding a machete and threatening people in the area and the first thing i heard him saying is "CALL US WHEN THERE'S BLOOD IF NOT DON'T CALL US AGAIN" Are you fu**ing kidding me?.
8- If you having friends over to hangout for a night! I assure you that if you get busted you are totally SCREWED. You could get up to 1 year in prison due to 490 of the Moroccan criminal code which consider it to be prostitution even if you were just hanging out! So basically you cannot have fun or hangout with someone else unless you are married! Duh!!
9- The highest salary in Morocco for employees is $545 a month and the lowest is $163!!!!!!! YEP. and the Fu**ed up part is that you have to work your ass all day along, unless it's a a company that pays per hour but it's not that good. and there's limited companies that pays per hour.
10- Try and talk about your rights or criticize the government or the king and i promise you one thing. It's either Death or Prison for the rest of your counted days.
This is just 10 reasons of many why i would want to leave Morocco and never come back again! I would like to live a life where i feel safe and secure not that i'll be 100% safe and secure because anything can happen if you get yourself involved in others business.
My only problem is that i know if i applied for the visa i would get denied. The only thing i can do right now is travel to countries that allows Moroccans to go to and most of those countries are Muslim countries! OUCH!!
Every time i turn my head around all i see is a wall and nothing to hold of or climb! I had been suggested to get married but im still young to get married to someone i don't love just to get out of the country!! Or pay someone to take you to Europe which in this case you'll end up being thrown away to sharks in the sea if something goes wrong!!
I have been to 6 countries in Asia and 2 countries in Europe that is open visa for Moroccans. I have the abilities to travel to any country i want but not really! Im limited where i go to and i feel like im surrounded by wolfs in a circle that is taking advantage of every step i take.
Currently not having any interaction with anyone except my family which I did tell and they understand but their not really happy about it! Im a very sensitive person when it comes to this things! I don't hold back on truth and what i know! I say the truth no matter what it is and no matter what are the consequences. but lately i have been taking it slow for my safety.
Tried to apply for visa once in a European country that was 5 years ago and i provided them with a round trip ticket and my bank statement, hotel reservation fully paid for 2 weeks and got denied for not providing them with enough evidence that i would return back to Morocco.
Back then i had no attention of saying!! but they asked me to provide them with a solid proof, such as being married or having houses and cars or a job that pays me at least $2000 a month which i called the Embassy and they explained to me the reason why!
The funny part from all of this! I know a girl her father is a cop, She applied the same day as i did and we kept in touch and she was granted schengen visa for 3 months! She is a student and she doesn't work or either paid any of her trip expenses. Are you for real?! YEP.
Im currently looking to travel without visa from another country that is not Morocco than travel to one of the following countries and ask for Asylum at the airport.
2- United States
My only concern is that i don't know if it's possible to travel without visa from the airport and once i enter one of those countries i ask them for Asylum because i have never done that or had no attention of doing it but i have no choice!!
Would appreciate some advice because im counting the seconds not just the days to leave this country and never come back.
Looking forward to hearing back from you all
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