my life is fuckin up , my family fuck me up ,my country is fucked up , everything i do it just fucked up , i really had enough and don't know waht to do with that , wish i could stay forever as a little child , i want to live as a human , what's wrong of being female too ???? aren't we human ??? Will suicide be a solution?
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Can you see a counselor ?
no i can't they don't believe in such a thing here T . T
Well, life is worth it! I have been through some fucked up shit in my life and others have had it worse. Perhaps you can get to a place where things are better. Please go on living. It is all we have!
i tried my best year by year to get out of here and wake up from this nightmare but i never had the chance everything is getting worse as much as i tried harder a lost my happiness many years ago < and no one will help you for free of course you have to handle things by yourself especially as an atheist in Muslims country and as a female make it more harder
Where do you live?
Libya
Have you listened to other atheist ex-Muslims on YouTube? Maybe they can help you. I know there are videos out there for ex-Muslims. They know what you are going through.
I don't know your situation, Alex, and yes, the world is fuck up, but of course suicide is never the answer. We only have one life, and even in moments of despair, you have to remember how great sometimes is to be alive! Dark moments are the ones that make the others bright.
There's nothing wrong of being a female... On the contrary, I feel very lucky and proud to be one. I don't envy men at all. My favourite people are mostly women, because we are more caring and empathic, because we all know what injustice looks like in this men's world.
Sleep over whatever is troubling you and try to speak with someone you trust tomorrow. Good luck!
try to live in country full of muslims that understand woman as a slave for home marriage and sex no hope no goals , can't travel , everything fun is illegal . stuck in a fucking war many years waiting for ISIS to find yu cuz they already look for people like you cuz u want to live as a human not as they're i've been trying for many years and i had enough now
i don't even remember the last time when i was happy , i actually forget how to be happy or that feeling
I mostly agree with you, but would disagree on one point. You said, "suicide is never the answer". I live in Colorado where we have a new law where, if you are terminally ill within 6 months you are supposed to be able to have prescribed a "suicide pill". It is not "assisted suicide", because no one is supposed to assist you. You go home, take the pill, and die quietly within minutes. I do think those who are terminally ill have a potential reason to commit suicide, rather than -- in some cases -- enduring pain and suffering for long periods of time.
I probably agree with you, in general, that suicide is not the answer to most of a person's problems. It's very cliche to say that, "It's always darkest just before the dawn", but I have often found that to be true.
Well, I agree. And I'd take that pill, if that was my case. But it doesn't seem like she's terminally ill (but just pissed off) and she's 21.
Alex, I don't know for certain how is to live in a country like that, but I've some Muslim female friends and I also read a lot, so I can imagine it's not heaven on earth, that's for sure. I wasn't trying to trivialize your situation, but to cheer you up.
Happiness is not something that others bring, but something you have to find inside yourself. Sometimes in my life, I apparently had it all (job, money, partner...) and I was truly depressed, and sometimes I've had none of those things, but I felt the happiest woman in the world... That's just an example, your situation is surely worse... I say it so you can put in perspective things.
I don't know if you've already attempt to do so, if not, try to get asylum or a scholarship in an European country to study (I've read in your profile that you're an artist)... I'm aware of the difficulties that entails, but maybe you'll get a chance.
i've tried to get one since i graduated from high school in 2013 but i'm not a lucky person ....so i thik i should give up now
there's no way i didn't try or do but ,, look at me now >>>
Try it in every single country you can think of, even countries like Algeria, Morocco... (in the northern cities they are more liberal and less fanatic), make contact with feminist associations in Western countries... But don't give up. You're still toooooo young.
already did that lol
it's been 5 years now and nothing changed
If you're already done with the asylum petitions... New associations are being created every day.... maybe if you haven't tried with every ex-muslims associations in this site:
https://freemuslims.wordpress.com/2016/07/04/ex-muslim-associations/
I'm running out of ideas...
i tried , they said since i live in Libya they cant help me out
Why not??? Libya was a relatively advanced country before the war... I don't understand. Have to tried Malta?
no it never was a goo country and it's going down everyday
i tried every single thing sis
i even looked for a new family lol
i did things you may not imagine i tried my best but they never give me a chance
How about coming to an European country, and then apply for a job once you're already in here? Could you travel as if you were on vacation?
i wish i can but all embassies are closed in here because of war
and they closed visa cards so there's no way to pay all i have in bank but can't take it out my life is complicated more than you can imagine and as i told you no one will help for free ...
Then... there's nothing you can do but hold on and hope war ends as soon as possible. Make contact with another artists in the same situation, so you don't feel so lonely, and most of all, focus on your work, you know, sorrow is usually the best muse.
And who knows? Maybe someday you'll become an internationally famous artist and you'll look back and smile, when you remember this conversation.
I wish you the best luck.
I can't tell if this is a hoax or what. It sounds like a gay man trapped in a war-torn islamic nation. I can't help them. I have not a clue at the first thing to do for this person. They are obviously distraught and confused and are reaching out but have not told us anyway that we can help them.
I don't advocate suicide if you can still resist or find a means of escape.
Mykcob4, you're confusing threads... This is by a girl from Lybia.
i fight alot till i got tired of everything
i don't wanna stay till they catch me this would be disaster
Fuck no suicide is not a good choice. I bet you are an amazing person.. just in a bad situation.
thank you for your kindness but what to do , everything closed on my face.....