In desperate need of some help

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In desperate need of some help

Hello everyone.

My name is Ida and I am 28 years old. I used to be an agnostic, turned atheist and for the for the past two years I have (after some of the worst times of my life) been Chrstian. I have alwasy been spiritual and belive everything is connected. But for the past week I have been having doubts.
When I check with my self I have to admit that I do not belive that Jesus is the son of God, the he rose from the dead and in terms of their being a God I simply do not know.
I do belive Jesus was a great man and spiritual advicer. I have recently come out as bisexual and also have started a new health journey where I need to loose 55 kg. I have already lost 4 kg and feel a lot better. And I wonder weather everything I have been through is shifting my perspective. When I first started to have these thoughts I had just read Stephen Hawkin`s latest book (that I loved) and also tried VR where "I went to space" - something I have always wanted to do and it was magical. I have always loved sience and I do belive in the evolution just to make that clear.

So I don`t relay know what to do, where to go or what to think. Dose anyone have some advice? Or has someone here been through something similiar?

Kind regards and

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Elvira - I do not [believe]
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Thanks. I might look into
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Hi Ida , Thank you for
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Hello. Thank you for such and
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"All we are is the result of
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You're absolutely welcome , I
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Elvira: First, you were
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Hello.
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You missed every single point

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Agnostic atheism - I need to
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I would advise you to be very
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Good advice - thank you. :)
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Hi El,
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Hello.

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Thanks for the wishes...we
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Happy Tuesday Elvira!
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Elvira,
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Hello. Thanks for great
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Everytime I moved, I

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