So, it is my belief that he lives among us and sees this as his playground. I have been touched sexually by other little children, beginning at age 3, when I know as a child I did not have the mindset to do that to other children. He exposed me to porn at age 5, and tried to perform oral sex on me at age 13. I have had co-workers and family members confront me on seeing me masturbate. He has tried to lure me to orgies and gay clubs and girl strip clubs. He won't allow me to self determine my sex and sexuality. I am heterosexual and celibate. I believe in having only one sex partner in life. He won't allow me to decide for myself.
Now he attacks me with voices that say "ape" and "I'm an ape". He tells me to "burn" and says "I'm mad". He won't leave me alone. Has sent me messages about "Job" in the bible, as justification for his experimentation on me.
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@Salli
Ummm.... Hi. Uh, not-for-nothin', but your profile indicates you are an atheist. (???) Not trying to sound calloused, but if you do not believe in god(s), then why would you think a god is doing those things to you?
@sallimae
WTF! Our you an ATHEIST or a THEIST? Sounds like your a theist, because you seem to believe there is a god.
sallimae76, you are obviously a theist.
News flash, your god is and has always been very interested in what goes on between a person's legs and in the bedroom. That is one of the terrible prices one pays for bending their knee to an imaginary sky fairy.
Go see a doctor and get the appropriate medical help before your god tells you to cut off your dick.
@David K.
...*whispering*... psssst... hey, dave... salli's profile says "female"... no dick to cut....
Thanks Tin-Man in cutting me off before things got out of hand ...... or ... oops, well, nevermind.
She has left the building.
@CyberLN
"She has left the building."
Is that a speed record for the quickest fly by ever?
Thank you, Cyber. Was starting to smell like dirty socks in here.
@sallimae76
If your post is not in jest, or some sort of trolling, I recommend you refrain from posting on the internet.
If you really think what you said in your post I recommend you seek professional help if you can. There is a lot of free resources available on the internet to get you started.
Bit of free advice from an atheist on an atheist forum:
There is no god. So "god" the made up idea from humans can't possibly done these things. Like your post stated, humans did the things you state to you, not god.
Want me to prove it? Easy:
No humans, no god.
This is the "smoking" gun of evidence here. Think about it. Is there anything that elevates god above a strictly human created idea? Nope. Everything "god" related is strictly from humans. No humans, no god. Means any and all god concepts are figments of us human's imagination. Millions of humans have been trying for 1000's of years to have something more than just talk about their god ideas, all of them failed miserably, why? Simple, there is no god.
@sallimae76: An atheist who hears god and believes god is sexually attacking him. Now that's a bit of an oxymoron. A believing non-believer. Looks like you are going to need to straighten some things our in your own mind prior to getting any help from anyone else.
On the up side, what an exciting life. I wish I would have had a blow job when I was 13. It probably would have solved a whole lot of acting out behavior. I certainly saw porn at age 5 and as for being sexually touched by other young children, that is called curiosity. Most young kids have it. I recall taking a bath with neighbor kids, male and female, when I was young. The conversation always got around to penises and vaginas. A certain amount of this is completely natural. It becomes molestation when a much older kid, or teacher, is doing it to a much younger kid. It sounds like your problem is religious indoctrination plus hypersensitivity to the dip-shit dogma you have been fed.
I truly hope this one is just a troll.
If not, I get the impression that this tragic person has suffered extreme sexual abuse.
If not ,may still be a disturbed person who desperately needs help.
IF you are real , I urge you to see a physician, school counsellor or even police if appropriate. (most countries take a very dim view of people who abuse children )
If you are jerking our chains and your post is fantasy, I still suggest you seek help . I'm not laughing . Pretty sure few here will be as the result of your post.