I have been into a lot of introspection lately, and some little epiphanies. To get to the point, at this point in my life, I must say things are bittersweet. I do rationally think good things have happened in my life, but since I am plagued by low self-esteem, three sides of my life are lacking.
1. I am not employed, yet in the job I want to, namely that I'm doing more or less "physical" work instead of materials innovation.
2. The great discrepancy between my real self and the ideal one.
I used to and still use , in a very limited sens, to, blame other forces, other peoples for that, and giving me excuses, but enough of that!
I solemnly declare:
That I will have the job I intend to;
That I will strive to be brave, have dignity and be noble
That I will find love.
If anyone want to do a similar thing in the thread, please carry on!
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