I am not an atheist but an agnostic with slight inclination towards believing in a Creator. But I don't believe in the God defined by religions. Religion is just a faulty device of the frauds who have twisted the concept of Creator to quench their greed and keep the ignorant under control.

I can contradict myself by saying that the concept of Creator is faulty per se and it was just a whip of the imposters to tame others.
But I believe in Creator because I can't deny something nor can I fully agree with it without a substantial proof. Cause denying God will be the same as denying extraterrestrials . Maybe God exists and we are searching in the wrong place or in the wrong form. Maybe God is just a compound responsible for initiating The Big Bang Theory from singularity or maybe it is the thing that catalyzed all the chemogeny , biogeny and cognogeny that lead to creation of life.

But I can be wrong or not enlightened enough. But I am scared to believe that this life is all we have because not all of us can achieve what we want. But it can also be true that all of us are not meant to and we are just like another living species and Wallace's statement - " Struggle for existence and survival of the fittest. " applies for each on of us.

I used the word "maybe" many times because I don't know the truth and everything I say is based on Probability and "maybe" this probability is the thing that we don't understand and take it as a curse or a blessing according to our lives and then hold a superpower responsible for what we are and what we could have been even if it was our fault at the first place. But to be true not everything is possible but we shouldn't but scared to test the limit of possibility and existence.

Correct me if I am wrong I am not a religon and I am open to criticism.