The irrationality of believing in the Christian god

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Truett

Truett
You just dropped the mic:)
I don't know how you do it but damn your good!

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You are absolutely correct

You are absolutely correct Truett. It's not philosophical at all it's factual. You're being too kind to Larry A.

Truett's picture
Larry A, you said above that,

Larry A, you said above that, "people will assign different standards - their own - to any arguments or evidences that might be provided." Then you go on to say, "People are left free to do this and to judge either way - its up to them and the presuppositions they bring to the issue. Their presuppositions will determine their conclusion."

You are advocating that humanity remain mired in ignorance. You are saying that we all arrive at our desired conclusions. No one would've discovered anything with the attitude you have. A significant percentage of humanity has recognized that the scientific method is required to avoid unintentionally fooling ourselves with erroneous conclusions, yet far more of humanity is hell bent on remaining ignorant. You are in the latter group. You should be ashamed of yourself, Larry A.

Lawrence Andrade's picture
My statement pertains to

My statement pertains to inquiry into religious belief not scientific facts. In science you can trust repeatable experiment and observation.

You also have properly skilled people debating the explanations given for the conclusions.

Religious belief doesn't work that way. - those questions are answered more subjectively. If a person adopts a philosophy that miracles are not possible then for that person the idea that Christ rose from the dead is a closed issue. In Paul's thinking, they are foolishness to that person.

For those that accept the possibility of miracle - that unique historical events could happen - maybe they are not probable but possible - that person may be open to doing an investigation into the claim. The person might not come to the conclusion that it did happen but at least they would be open considering the question.

So I do think the presuppositions a person holds does matter. there are plenty of people holding advanced degrees in fields like science, law and philosophy today who believe and plenty that don't. Those that do at least often if not almost always - lets say often - apply their critical skills to the examination of their beliefs. There are many theologians/philosophers who write for peer reviewed journals and are believers. Also many that have like credentials and are not -

So there would be lots involved - past personal experience whether good or bad - and I think their philosophical assumptions would be an important part of whatever the mix is.

Here is something I came across recently. I would be very interested in what you think of it.

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To help counter modern bias and to try to place consideration of this material on a level
playing field I will excerpt the testimony of Dr. William P. Wilson. At the time Dr.
Wilson wrote he was on the faculty of Duke University, Durham North Carolina as
Professor of Psychiatry.
The excerpt is contained in a book entitled Demon Possession: Papers Presented at
the University of Nortre Dame edited by John Warwick Montgomery.
The papers were presented at the University of Nortre Dame January 8-11, 1975.
The editor Dr. Montgomery has several degrees in the areas of law, philosophy and
theology and is the author of many books and articles. Readers are encouraged to look
his resume up on the web.
This excerpt is from pages 225-226 of the book.
“This 32 year old twice married female was brought in because of falling spells which
had been treated [ with medications] She was examined on the neurosurgical service
and after all examinations including EEG, brain scan, and a pneumoencephalogram
were negative, she was transferred to the psychiatric service. Her mental status
examination was unremarkable and all of the staff commented that she seemed normal
until she had her first “spell.”
While standing at the door of the room she was violently thrown to the floor bruising
her arm severely. She was picked up and carried to her room all the while resisting
violently. when the author arrived eight persons were restraining her as she thrashed
about on the bed.
Her facial expression was one of anger and hate. [The italics are Dr. Wilson's.]
Sedation resulted in sleep. During the ensuring weeks ,the patient was treated
pschotherapeutically and it was learned that there was considerable turmoil in her
childhood home, but because she was”pretty” she was spoiled....
she remarried and the second husband was a “nice” but unexciting man. She continued
to associate with her “high living” friends when her husband demanded that she give up
her friends and her parties, she started having the “spells.”
The usual psychotherapeutic treatment for hysteria including interviews under sodium
amytol only aggravated her spells. Seclusion in the closed section brought her assaultive
and combative behavior to an end but she would have spells in which she became mute,
especially when religious matters were discussed. More dramatically, when the names
Jesus or Christ were mentioned she would immediately go into a trance. On one
occasion while in a coma , in desperation, a demon was exorcised and her spells ceased.
She subsequently accepted Christ as her savior and has been well since.”

LogicFTW's picture
I know your post was not

I know your post was not specifically directed at me, but I read your pasted in story.

If I got it right: a woman acted possessed, normal psychotherapy techniques of the early 1970's (or earlier) did not work, they noticed a pattern of growing silent when religious matters were discussed, tried an exorcism while she was supposedly in a coma, and after the said exorcism and accepting Christ. She stopped having "spells" of acting like she was possessed.

Operating from a your god and demons are not real perspective due to the copious amounts of real world evidence of exactly that:
-To me this story can be explained by the powerful placebo effect, subconscious suggestion, various forms of diagnosable dementia, and the fact that there is no way to verify if the woman was indeed in a deep coma at the time. (I can only imagine coma detection skills were not nearly as good 50 years ago as they are now, especially in a psychiatric hospital/ward that assumes demon possession might just be real.

The credentials of the author and editor help some, the fact that these supposed events happened around 50 years ago does not. The fact that since the invention of the video camera there has been no documented, clear, non blurry measured by scientist "demon possession" cases, ever, speaks very poorly of the likelihood that demon possession is real.

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I need to question the

I need to question the attachment about the camera. The doctor's report made no mention of anyone's seeing anything. In fact, if there were a true demon - IF there were - let's leave that question open - but that entity would by definition be supernatural not physical and hence not a subject that could be photographed anyway. Science can only investigate the physical and as a methodology must rule the supernatural out of its conclusions. Doctors can report symptoms and what helps and what has not been found to be helpful but as scientists they cannot pronounce on the reality of supernatural entities - or of their non realities. This because they are beyond our ability to apply our sense perceptions to. This graph must pertain to paranormal investigations where they claim ghosts and paranormal. That would be an area that I would not credit. By my understanding if it can be photographed it cannot be a demon. I know the Bible has stories that say angels were visible. I do credit that because that happened for God's specified purpose. But I can see no reason to credit the demonic with the ability to be seen. this will seem incredibly contradictory to you - that I will admit. But my theology rules this idea of cameras out of order. If we could see or photograph spiritual entities we would not have different world views. If this fact makes people disallow my evidences so be it. You guys will have fun with this one - but I believe in Evolution and also in Intelligent Design - Evolution because God is ruled out as methodology, ID because as a matter of faith - not science but theology God is very much ruled in and so are the occasional or - unique one time -miracles.

But I am writing this after the following posts were I do credit your thinking and would like further comments if you wish to provide them.

LogicFTW's picture
The graph attachment was

The graph attachment was actually talking about miracles in general, not demon sightings, but I felt it applied.

My question to you, if demons cannot be detected in anyway, because they are supernatural, then what is the point in even considering them? If there is no effect to test for them then there is no effect. It is very reasonable to dismiss things that have no effect on us.

You are in the majority of theist when you say you believe in evolution. You also already joined the majority of theist saying that the bible is not the perfect word of god. This is great. The next question I ask you is, knowing the bible is flawed, how do you know which parts are and are not? The whole book(s) builds on itself. The bible makes a lot of very large very unlikely claims. Have you ever considered it is all made up?

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Thanks for the analysis. I

Thanks for the analysis. I don't the ward she was in assumed anything about the demonic - the doctor treating her was a Christian but
he seems to have been very reluctant to do an exorcism and seems to have been perplexed afterward. he related the story to other
credentialed and thoughtful people to explore the issue.

I am not arguing with you and do appreciate your reply.

I wrote the paper I clipped from myself and own the book , though I haven't read more than this one story. Its not a topic I my interest but I did find this one story interesting.

Do you have a medical background / credentials or something to bolster your credentials as a researcher in this area?

Where di you find the attachment?

I like to do my own research when possible.

These questions are not suggestive of any intention on my part to argue with you or of any attempt to try to refute your theory

I appreciate your matter of fact and thoughtful approach to this specific post.

Yours is one theory that deserves thoughtful consideration but like I said I own the book and would need to read the discussions contained in the book.

I was in Vietnam in the late 60s and my kids were born in the 70s - this isn't like ancient times - this was and era of advanced medicine and when the doctors had a lot of training , knowledge and equipment - sure there have been advances since then but we are still talking about modern times.

I am old enough that this is contemporary to me.

Also these people were gathered to honestly discuss the issue of demonic possession from several different angles according to the back cover, they were circumspect in their scholarship - they were not interested in making use of this to win converts or push their views on the public - in fact they must have had an agreement that the papers not be published until the 50 years has elapsed.

Missionaries to third world countries report about this and I attended a church service one time where a person who had been a witch doctor in the Amazon talked about being freed. So demon possession on the mission field was a topic as well as in the BIble and other literature and in psychiatric treatment.

I became aware of it when I discovered that there is actually a medical diagnosis for this. See below.

Were you aware of this? Its framed in technical language - what's your take on it?

Larry
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Medical Diagnosis: Possession Trance
Physicians Diagnosis Manual:

DSM IV, section 300.14, pp 486-487, and i quote, "the diagnosis of dissociative identity disorder takes precedence over dissociative amnesia,dissociative fugue, and depersonalization disorder. individuals with dissociative identity disorder can be distinguished from those with trance and possession trance symptoms that would be diagnosed as dissociative disorder not otherwise specified by the fact that those with trance and posession trance symptoms typically describe external spirits or entities that have entered their bodies and taken control."

Just for clarification, this means that generally a person with trance/trance possession symptoms would be classified as DDNOS, but not all DDNOS diagnosis are of trance/trance possession. Its just the "catch-all" that "not otherwise defined" dissociative experiences are placed under.

Guidelines for Treatment of Dissociative Disorders (MPD), is located at:
http://www.issd.org/isdguide.htm.
Referring you to Chapter or Section V, pasted below, but first the copyright notice:

Copyright © 1994, 1997, by the International Society for the Study of Dissociation. These guidelines may be reproduced without the written permission of the International Society for the Study of Dissociation (ISSD) as long as this copyright notice is included and the address of the ISSD is included with the copy. Violations are subject to prosecution under

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LogicFTW's picture
I am not arguing with you and

I am not arguing with you and do appreciate your reply.

Noted, with that in mind my response will take a different tact.

Do you have a medical background / credentials or something to bolster your credentials as a researcher in this area?

No medical background. Some general research skills with my bachelors in science. I am certainly no expert in this field.

Where did you find the attachment?

I have seen the image before on various atheist oriented sites, the conversation we were having reminded me of it, so I googled it and pulled it off of google images.

Had no idea about your age, I just assume people on message boards tend to be on the younger side. You probably have a better idea of medical ability to detect coma the I do for that time period.

Good to hear the book says they did not have an agenda.

How did the witch doctor from the amazon get freed from the demonic possession? I assume by a priest of your particular religion, and they performed an exorcism?

I did not know any governing body in psychology had a medical diagnosis for demonic possession. I wonder under what context, as a purely psychological condition or does it have some ties in with physiological conditions that can be tested for.

Lawrence Andrade's picture
Hi,

Hi,

You wrote:

"How did the witch doctor from the amazon get freed from the demonic possession? I assume by a priest of your particular religion, and they performed an exorcism?"

It was an Evangelical church service my wife and I attended on evening about 15 years ago. The guy had become a Christian and said he was free - I can't remember the details - they brought up from the Amazon. All I remember.

You also wrote:

"I did not know any governing body in psychology had a medical diagnosis for demonic possession. I wonder under what context, as a purely psychological condition or does it have some ties in with physiological conditions that can be tested for.'

I think all they can do is to describe the symptoms and advise as to treatment. They would be perplexed to offer - would be forbidden by scientific methodology to go further.

Medical Diagnosis: Possession Trance
Physicians Diagnosis Manual:
DSM IV, section 300.14, pp 486-487, and i quote, "the diagnosis of dissociative identity disorder takes precedence over dissociative amnesia,dissociative fugue, and depersonalization disorder. individuals with dissociative identity disorder can be distinguished from those with trance and possession trance symptoms that would be diagnosed as dissociative disorder not otherwise specified by the fact that those with trance and posession trance symptoms typically describe external spirits or entities that have entered their bodies and taken control."
Just for clarification, this means that generally a person with trance/trance possession symptoms would be classified as DDNOS, but not all DDNOS diagnosis are of trance/trance possession. Its just the "catch-all" that "not otherwise defined" dissociative experiences are placed under.
Section V. The Patient's Spiritual and Philosophical Issues
Like other victims of trauma by human agency, DID patients may struggle with questions of moral responsibility, the meaning of their pain, the duality of good and evil, the need for justice, and basic trust in the benevolence of the universe. When patients bring these issues into treatment, ethical standards for the various professional disciplines specify the need to conduct treatment without imposing one's own values on patients. Although patients may experience certain personalities as demons and as not-self, therapists should approach exorcism rituals with extreme caution. Exorcism rituals have not been shown to be an effective treatment for DID, have not been shown to be effective for "removing" alternate personalities, and have been found to have deleterious effects in two samples of DID patients that experienced exorcisms outside of psychotherapy. Exorcism rituals may provide a way for some patients to rearrange images of their personality systems in a culturally syntonic manner. Education and coordination between therapist and clergy can be helpful in ensuring that patients' religious and spiritual needs are addressed.
Dissociation FAQ
http://faqs.org/faqs/dissoc-faq/part1/
Guidelines for Treatment of Dissociative Disorders (MPD), is located at:
http://www.issd.org/isdguide.htm.
Referring you to Chapter or Section V, pasted below, but first the copyright notice:
Copyright © 1994, 1997, by the International Society for the Study of Dissociation. These guidelines may be reproduced without the written permission of the International Society for the Study of Dissociation (ISSD) as long as this copyright notice is included and the address of the ISSD is included with the copy. Violations are subject to prosecution under

Larry

Nyarlathotep's picture
Possession is not a diagnosis

Larry A. - I became aware of it when I discovered that there is actually a medical diagnosis for this

Larry A. - Medical Diagnosis: Possession Trance
Physicians Diagnosis Manual:
DSM IV, section 300.14

Possession is not a diagnosis. Acting as if you are possessed is a symptom/criteria of dissociative identity disorder. Notice how you tried to pass off 300.14 as a diagnosis of "possession trance"; 300.14 is dissociative identity disorder, not possession (in the DSM-IV). The bolded part of your message does not seem to appear in the DSM-IV; you are playing quite fast and loose. I happen to have on copy on my desk.

/e I found where you got that citation from, and it isn't the DSM, it is from an abuse recovery newsgroup posting 12 years ago:
http://alt.abuse.recovery.narkive.com/kaVXV8hD/medical-diagnosis-possess...
So it seems you are a plagiarist.

jamiebgood1's picture
Nyarlathotep

Nyarlathotep
Yes, lightbulb, split personality disorder makes sense as an explanation of demon possession!

http://www.webmd.com/mental-health/dissociative-identity-disorder-multip...

"Dissociative identity disorder (previously known as multiple personality disorder) is thought to be a complex psychological condition that is likely caused by many factors, including severe trauma during early childhood (usually extreme, repetitive physical, sexual, or emotional abuse).
Other symptoms of dissociative identity disorder may include headache, amnesia, time loss, trances, and "out of body experiences." Some people with dissociative disorders have a tendency toward self-persecution, self-sabotage, and even violence (both self-inflicted and outwardly directed). As an example, someone with dissociative identity disorder may find themselves doing things they wouldn't normally do, such as speeding, reckless driving, or stealing money from their employer or friend, yet they feel they are being compelled to do it. Some describe this feeling as being a passenger in their body rather than the driver. In other words, they truly believe they have no choice."

Didnt people used to say that someone shaking and foaming at the mouth was also demon possessed? Now we know about epileptic seizures.

algebe's picture
@JamieB: "Didnt people used

@JamieB: "Didnt people used to say that someone shaking and foaming at the mouth was also demon possessed? Now we know about epileptic seizures.?

I've heard that epilepsy is a source of so-called religious experiences.
(http://www.epilepsybehavior.com/article/S1525-5050(07)00436-2/fulltext?cc=y=).

My late aunt had severe grand mal epilepsy, and she was absolute religious maniac. She'd join various fundamentalist religious groups and drive them all crazy with her manic enthusiasm (and the terrible food she used to bring to church dinners). She was also tone deaf, but she compensated for her lack of skill in hymn singing by cranking up the volume. Every church should have someone like my poor Aunt Mabel.

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I have tried to be as honest

I have tried to be as honest as I can be that I have a limited education. Also that the science methodology would preclude an actual diagnosis of demon possession. But there is a syndrome that looks like it that has a diagnosis Nothing I post here would pass any kind of muster in a peer reviewed journal and it is not really evidence..
Its just a conversation starter - something we can kick around conversationally. I did a quick search and found the file and posted it - it is not my work and I make no pretention that it is. I also did not bold anything - I clipped and pasted and that is it.

You sound like a medical person of some sort. Please feel free to correct me - I am not intentionally trying to mislead anyone - but I have posted a lot and am enjoying conversing. there are intelligent people on this board - who knows what levels of education they have or what professions they are in - almost a surety that they have more formal training than I do -

So I am open to correction and people can add what info they may and express what views they may - if I can converse and learn and just enjoy being here that all I can ask for - I am up front about where I am coming from and if I express my views - that's what they are - my beliefs and my views.

Those have changed quite a little in the last few years BTW - but if I have offended anyone - you or someone else I am sorry.

If you read my posts and see anything other than as I am saying here you should call me out on it.

And you can feel free to clip and repost this message as well.

But I will say this - its my view - science as science cannot say that the supernatural - including the possibly demonic - either exists or does not exist. The supernatural if there is one is closed to true scientific enquiry. So - to my mind - symptoms that look like a match could be - its a possibility other explanations not withstanding.

How much of a probability that some of these cases could actually be cases of possession is a judgement - one that could be mistaken - for people to make and will make according to their own worldview. Yours does not permit a judgement that it some at probable - mine does permit that some - perhaps a small number or small percentage could be. For me its in the realm of possibility.

Anyway I hope we can be friends.

Larry

Larry

LogicFTW's picture
Science can not say the

Science can not say the supernatural does or does not exist. But it can say if a particular book on a particular god is extremely unlikely. It can say that demonic possession has never been recorded with modern equipment like a high def camera and other scientific tools with scientist present. There are quite a few scientist that seek out the unexplainable and try to figure out what is going on. Many times various theist present cases that appear to show divinity, and scientist get to work and find out the explanation.

I remember one story of a statue (I think of the virgin mary but do not fully recall) that began to cry. Made quite a stir. Scientist came to inspect it, and found out that a sewage line beneath the floor that the statue broke, and the pressure forced a little bit of sewage all the way up the statue and it happened to come out where the eyes were.

I heard about this 3rd person and cannot verify if that story was true, but I do know that scientist are invited to check out strange phenomena all the time and almost always they are able to figure out the cause pretty quick.

Lawrence Andrade's picture
BTW this is the rest of the

BTW this is the rest of the file and I should also mention that in the Bible and Christian thought this is often accompanied by drug use.

For that reason and from my world view I have expected to see erratic behaviors and violence become more of societal issues as drug addiction grew. Many people of around my age would agree that that expectation has not been disappointed.

But anyway - your thoughts?

Section V. The Patient's Spiritual and Philosophical Issues

Like other victims of trauma by human agency, DID patients may struggle with questions of moral responsibility, the meaning of their pain, the duality of good and evil, the need for justice, and basic trust in the benevolence of the universe. When patients bring these issues into treatment, ethical standards for the various professional disciplines specify the need to conduct treatment without imposing one's own values on patients. Although patients may experience certain personalities as demons and as not-self, therapists should approach exorcism rituals with extreme caution. Exorcism rituals have not been shown to be an effective treatment for DID, have not been shown to be effective for "removing" alternate personalities, and have been found to have deleterious effects in two samples of DID patients that experienced exorcisms outside of psychotherapy. Exorcism rituals may provide a way for some patients to rearrange images of their personality systems in a culturally syntonic manner. Education and coordination between therapist and clergy can be helpful in ensuring that patients' religious and spiritual needs are addressed.

Dissociation FAQ
http://faqs.org/faqs/dissoc-faq/part1/

Sky Pilot's picture
Larry A.,

Larry A.,

Jesus supposedly did a lot of exorcisms but sometimes he failed and the demons got the best of him. So Jesus wasn't a perfect miracle worker.

Lawrence Andrade's picture
What can you give me as

What can you give me as references? I would like to see that in the sources. I like to track stuff down as much as I can. Sometimes I buy used books so I can see the larger context of what the foot notes is referring to.

charvakheresy's picture
Larry A. The story narrated

Larry A. The story narrated of the lady undergoing treatment is not proof of anything. I am not denying the truth of the experience, but as I said it neither affirms the Bible nor the Christian God nor Christ.

Whatever were her views and opinion towards religion and particularly the Christian faith are all important factors in her behavioural change to the suggestions put. She was already in a delicate mental state to begin with.

Neither did Christ himself nor God at any point physically intervene. Nor was the devil nor the demon seen during the even of the exorcism. It was all suggestion.

In India we have a lot of such miracle cures occurring all the time. a few of them have been attributed to christ but more to Imams and many many more to local Gods and goddesses (whom you would term as pagan). Does that prove that their Gods are real or is it only suggestive that the suggestions themselves have power more than any God could.

Sky Pilot's picture
Charvak,

Charvak,

Have you ever seen an Indian exorcism? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q3vFTiPCH2g

Lawrence Andrade's picture
You wrote:

You wrote:

"The story narrated of the lady undergoing treatment is not proof of anything. I am not denying the truth of the experience, but as I said it neither affirms the Bible nor the Christian God nor Christ."

Thanks for the post and the additional info:

there is no way to know scientifically because this realm would not be open to scientific investigation as a matter of methodology.
The doctors have a diagnosis and suggestions and cautions when treating people - my guess - because my worldview allows for the possibility and also sometimes the actuality that there is a mix of mimic and real.

But I will agree that its not proof - but it could be a good conversation starter for some people.

But I do think that the is very close to some of the stories we find in the New Testament and is as close to anything we will probably ever have of something will be a medically supervised study of the phenomenon.

I have not read the book - just skimmed it - but in it a medical missionary did say that in his experience the possessed person was involved in making money off of this - a profession soothsayer, witch doctor or whatever - but no its not proof of anything.

People should make of it what they will. That would be especially true on a site that is for Atheists.

What kinds of behaviors does this - whatever is really happening - but what societal or behavioral problems do you associated with this?

Do those problems or behaviors to track drug addiction - rise and fall with drug use?

Lawrence Andrade's picture
In this post I will include a

In this post I will include a little more of my own bio and later try to include a strange experience I had. I would not call that one demon possession but it was a strange experience .
I see this through the eyes of faith. What do you think I should understand it?
OK, so I am on ship bound for Vietnam and I am asking myself theological questions. My mother was hosptialized in mental hosptial for months at a time several time sduring my youth - age may 7 again at around age 10 - she tried to set the hous on fire and commit suicide. mental ilness prevailed on her side of the family.
I had no religious input beyond what I goy from 1 year at a Catholic program after school at around age 6 and sometimes we read psalm 23 and
said the Our father prayer as a part of public school opening exercises. This was before the US Supreme Court outlawed these practices in 1962 and 1963.
So I had no religious upbringing - my Dad worked as a clerk in a small hardware store during the week and painted and hung wallpaper during the weekends. So I worked on Sundays with him from about age 13 on to 17. After I quit school at age 15 - 9th grade I worked for him full time - no pay,
but I was helping him out.
So here I am headed for Vietnam and I was woken up the first night and assigned gaurd duty at the bottom of stairwell outside a little room that they used as a chapel.
Every night for the rest of the voyage that's where I spent 4 hours.
So I was asking myself these questions and saw a movie about astronomy - it was produced by Moody Bible people and I became a Christian.
So before, during and after my time in the service my dad had girl friends - one in another city about a 2.5 hour ride away from the one I grew up in.
While I was in the service he married that lady. They lady was divorced and had several kids and my father was actually close to two of them - but not to me.
So this is not a good start - actually it was quite painful.
So after I got out of the service - I was distant from my mother as well - I tried to settle in the city where my Dad was. But that was miserable , so I left and went to another city to attend coummunity college. I did take a few courses there but that didn't really go well either but I stayed in that city, met my wife and we got married and had a child. At this time I had a succession of lousy jobs until i got a break and was hired to learn to be a chemical plant operator for a company that owned a small and rather special chemical plant. Only one other plant in the world made this stuff and that one had blown up. Stuff was called "sodiumborohydride" they still make it but now the plant where they do is on the other side of the USA.

So my wife is pregnant again and they told me I was to be laid off because business was slow. But they offered me a chance to get trained and licensed as a boiler operator. It happened this way. I was working nights - midnight to 8am. They called me into the office and let me know about this and asked if I would rather be laid off or retrained. So I took the retraining. They gave me $10.00 so i could buy gas for my car, a yellow legal pad so I could take notes and a pencil and told me I had to be in a city about 30 miles away by 10 AM. The class I needed to quailfy for the license
had already been going on for a month but they would take me as a student if I was there that morning.

I had a car with a bad clutch but it got me to class for the whole of the rest of the 6 or 8 weeks time I needed to be there.

That launched a 4 year career for that company and later a 33 year career in a power plant I eventually finished up as a watch engineer in an industrail power plant. I had college grads working under my supervision for the last 5 or 6 years of that. By then I had a higher license.

I think it was the first night I was standing watch alone in the boiler room that my wife delievered the second baby by C section. She had a C section for the first one but the incision did not heal right. The doctor who performed the second operation told my wife he could look into the womb
and see the baby before he made the incision. That is not suppossed to happen and we were fortunate that the uterus did not rupture which would have killed both mother and child.

OK so I had my own emotional struggles and economic struggles - just as many people do - but by a series of decisions I came through. It seems like everything just always had to fall into place in a just so kind of way. And I made some pretty serious mistakes along the way for which I should have been fired had they discovered that it was I who made them. Not proud to admit that but it was a part of the picture.

I mean everything was close and had to work out in just so ways - and this was a repeat story for me - things that I could not control. The chemical plant closed 4 or 5 years later after I had left for the Power Plant. They built this other plant across the country and closed the one I had worked at.

Had I stayed in te city where I grew up there probably would not have been a like opportunity. That was a much poorer area without much industry.
Same for the city my dad had moved to. I had no knowledge of the opportunities I found or of how lucrative things would eventually turn out.

And I was able to do a ton of reading while at work and get some home study courses under my belt as well. My wife eventaully became a nurse and both of my kids have advanced degrees.

A lot to be grateful for. I see all of this as a blessing - as YAHWEH's taking care of me. So why shouldn't I understand my life in this way?

LogicFTW's picture
Sounds like you had a

Sounds like you had a fortunate life, not easy, but at least in your later life, things tended to work out for you. A good attitude to have in general.

As an atheist I feel you should not give credit of your good fortune to some god, the god you picked because of some people on a ship and a movie talked about. But I also respect your right to believe whatever you like. As long as your beliefs and actions do not impinge upon other people's rights that do not believe/act the same way you do.

A few questions to better advise you with some thoughts before I get your response:
Did you pray to this god for better fortune and then saw some wanted results on some of those prayers? Do you do certain things to try and please this god so he will grant you some good favor in this life? Do you expect prayer and "following the rules" of this god will help improve your chances of more good fortune in your life and less misfortune?

As an atheist that does not believe in gods, I would caution against pinning your hopes and well being on a god that does not exist, or if he did exist (as you believe) you must admit yourself is seemingly very random on what works out and what does not.

For instance, if you were diabetic, and you felt your god had your back and that meant you were free to eat as much candy as you like, and just skip out on the insulin shots, you are setting yourself up to be very disappointed.
Obviously the above is a very extreme example, but I hope you get what I am trying to say.

I am also of the mind that you are in your 70's your life has worked out for you so far. As long as you do not try to push your religion on others, and are very mindful of everyone's rights, I do not see much point in changing your world view. I do ask, for any grand kids that you do not try to push your particular belief system on them, and instead wait until they finish school and are adults before you present your belief system to them and let them decide for themselves. (I would say this of your normal kids as well but it sounds like they are already well into adulthood now.

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Ok so this is my strange

Ok so this is my strange experience. What to make of it?
What to make of it I do not know.
But here it is. So I have this job as a watch engineer in the power plant. We are generating megawatts of power for use in the large industrial plant.
Also we are capable of seeling power out the national electric grid - there are power generators in the building, large elctrical tranformers and
large wires that run to the outside tranformers - tons of current and extremely high voltages. there must have been elctromagnetic waves everywhere.
I am usually out in the bay where the generators are and I have a coworker under my supervision who is in a control room in another area of the building and my boss is a no nonsense kind of guy in his office - which is in the same area of the building as the control room. But there is maybe 30 feet distance from my boss to the control room.
Its about 1 or 2 AM and I go into the office to talk to my boss. I talk to him and leave. Then get called back into the office. My boss says " you know what just happened? So I say no. He says so and so just came in all excited and asked if you had been in here. I told him yes. And he said , so and so said "I knew it - I could feel his field."
This particular individual was bright and college educated and far more knowlefgable about power engineering than I was. he had been my supervisor at one tiome but left because he was having emotional difficulties. He was not a people person at all. And at the time he had all kinds of rule s- in order to get along with him I was to always be so many feet away from him and to refrain from paging him fromm my area of the buiding when he was eating. Like how am I supposed to know when he's eating?
But the look on my bosses face was precious. "This is way over my head", he says.
My boss and I conived to get him on stright days where he was happy and where his great resume actually was of better use to the plant.
But it was a strange night and one of the expereinces I will laways remember.

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I would not make too much of

I would not make too much of the experience myself, I certainly would not think there was mystical forces in effect. I do not believe in things that cannot be reproduced and tested.

Strange yes, mythical and supernatural confirming? Nah.

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I agree. larry

I agree.

larry

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Hi, About the prayer - on my

Hi, About the prayer - on my first day at that chemical plant I surely did pray. That Yahweh would help me to provide for my family.
Now I pray for others and offer thanks. I have a social phobia that I have always struggled with and so posting here is a great outlet for me. I am much more communicative here than I could be in person. So just being able to share my thoughts with others is an answer to prayer. But believers are as much subject to the bad as anyone else. There is no earning brownie points - because in Christian theology and in my belief Yahweh has already given us His Son and will not withhold any good thing - yet many seem to have been disappointed who have believed that - and many of those could be looking at this message - so I am trying to be as honest as I can - and no way to control Yahweh either. I think many believers try to though - and . I expect that some of my last years might not be that great. Tomorrow I will visit someone who is in a nursing home - and be aware the whole time that I could be myself and perhaps relatively soon. So faith is not a magic pill of any sort. And many will not have things work out so well. But as a general rule I do think faith helps to achieve and to overcome struggles. There are Psalms about that - portions of which I memorized and rehearsed many times. Those were a source of strength to me because early on at that power plant I was not accepted socially - my co-workers were pretty tough on many people but could be quite good to those they liked. I was not one of the favored. Many days it was a struggle just to go to work But on some of those Psalms I had to be careful about wishing ill to people - I tried to be careful to understand 'enemies" to be circumstances and depression and discouragement - those kinds of things - not people.

As well, I can see where people might have had bad or painful experiences with churches. I have had those myself but am satisfied with our present one and feel like we have a good pastor. Not all are good and that can be a problem too. I guess for me dealing with Yahweh is one thing but dealing with churches and church people was not so great. Again I can appreciate that people have had negative experiences.

The world is a mess and many peoples lives can be quite messy and pain filled - mine included - I have pain that I would not share here - I'll be honest about that without sharing the specifics. But I find faith helps me to deal with issues - some things I just have to place in Yahweh's hands. Believing prayer helps. But I am as afraid to die as anyone - its hard to be getting older and know that ones demise is drawing near no matter faith or no faith. But I believe in a better life to follow difficult experiences. And when I have had difficult and painful experiences - there have been those - very painful - but I would rather go though it with Yahweh than without - prayer helps and so have pastors and churches. For me all of this has been a mixed bag.

That caution about interpretation would apply to other parts of the Bible as well - especially the OT. There are some passages I wish were not there. But the Bible was written in ancient times and those were violent times - I think some passages reflect that.

And if I could relive my life but retain my present understanding for sure I would try to do things differently. I would try to be better
husband and father. Try to be easier to live with. I tried then but I had a lot to overcome myself and was not as successful as I wanted to be. My faith helped me - but really getting it right, I think takes generations. So I need to pray for my family.

But with all I am grateful - and I think gratitude is a great thing to feel. I would encourage people to try to cultivate that if they can. I think there is something healing about it. I am glad I can direct mine toward a Person. That's me - for others I hope they can find a way to deal with their pain especially if that pain came from their prior faith background.

As to my grandkids- that's more in my daughters hands than mine. I seem to have done a good job encouraging them to get their educations - not so good sharing my faith with them or anyone else.

I have struggled in this post to be as honest as I know how to be and to express as much sorrow as I know how to that Christians and churches and all have come too far short of what we should be. I don't blame that on Yahweh but on our common human condition.

I hope something in this post will make sense.

Larry

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Larry

Larry
From reading this post you sound like very honest beautiful person. You care deeply about other people even us strangers you will probably never meet. Saying you would rather go through difficult times with Yahweh and prayer and pastors and churches makes sense. All those things used to bring so much comfort to me when I was a believer. I was so focused on eternity and I have always had this feeling I was going to die young. Eternity and caring about people by saving them from torture forever in hell were a huge focus of mine for years. My sheltered born again christian upbringing protected me from some really bad experiences but it also helped me to miss out on the truth and beauty that was all around me. As a christian I was told what to think by my parents the church but mostly the Bible. Now without being told what to think I've taken the time to read "most" of the Bible, and I have to say there is no way I would ever worship this murdering evil god. He was my love and I would have gladly died for him but luckily Yahweh showed me his character through his book. So even though life is still tough at times, I'm at peace with the fact that I'm living and participating in life now on this planet. Im finding strength in myself and others. Not from a guy in the sky offering "Fake Love" without a concern for the real atrocities that are happening here on earth.

Lawrence Andrade's picture
I don't know how to respond

I don't know how to respond to this post - if I did not think that Yahweh was far more upset with the shape of the world than any of us could be I would not worship him either, I suppose. My own theology has changed in recent years but not so much that I doubt his goodness. The story of Cain and Abel is a story but it teaches that people do the evil not Yahweh. Yahweh hates the evil.

For all his peoples failings they are concerned to feed the hungry and cloth the needy. people go on missions trips to do that - to Haiti , for instance. How do followers of an evil god get motivated to do these kinds of things?

I don't understand maybe someone could explain this to me.

Larry

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Nyarlathotep's picture
Larry A. - The supernatural

Larry A. - The supernatural if there is one is closed to true scientific [inquiry].

The only barrier to scientific inquiry into the supernatural; is that supernatural claims seem to not be repeatable. I wonder why that is?

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