Hello everyone,

First, I must say that for the most part of the time, i am fairly well but my problem can be a source of anxiety, source that is not welcome das i have already an anxiety disorder.

So, rationally, i consider myself an atheist. Though, i was educated as a christian, i never was very, very convinced by the religion. Funny thing, when i did the "confirmation?", i rose up me head, hoping to see the Holy Spirit, but obviously nothing happened. Since i was very young, i had an inquisitive mind and was passionate about sciences.

I came close to metaphysical naturalism early but since a few years, it's like something is broken in this brain of mind. I doubt evolution evn if rationally it makes sense and i can see microevolution's happening, i doubt the law of disintegration and even if i do not accept creationism or any other theistic ideology, it is very disturbing.

Anyone here has a clever solution to "heal" my mind? It would be so kind of you.

P.S: i already know of talksorigins.org and infidels.org