Oh boy am I getting sick of this. Literally
Hey everyone, it's me. I've been doing good lately, calm and peaceful, but I've been talking with my older brother again, who's still in the church, and over the past couple weeks he's turned Mr. Apologist on me. I've told him I'm not into debates and I'm not interested but he's keeping it up. And what did he have to email me about last night but Fatima (we were raised Catholic and he still is) and it just triggered my anxiety so freaking bad since I'veready had a Fatima meltdown
And I shouldn't have read anything he said, I should have deleted it, but I have an anxiety disorder and obviously hate myself so I did, and it was a blog talking about the people like 18km away from Fatima who saw shit without even knowing what was going on. And of course I'm trying to use my logic brain about how people can lie and the weather is still localized and it's not a proof of this specific god blah blah blah, and surprisingly I'm doing well.
But thing is I was actually in the urgent clinic yesterday for arrhythmia and shortness of breath thabks to my FREAKIN anxiety so I just wanted to pop in here for a dose of rational support to calm my ass down.
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