Ok no I was wrong. I'm not fine. I'm fucked up for as long as I live in this country and in this family.
However, my parents say that they are ok if i apply for asylum to the USA. But I'm scared that if I apply for asylum and they call my parents for background information, they will fuck it up it like asking why they didn't kick me out of house and etc.
It's true that my life is always under threat here. If I revealed my atheism to anybody, I'll be beaten to death. I cannot go to any school because not a single day in a school goes by without anyone discussing islam. It's fucking torture. I'm also taking antidepressants to treat this depression which results from isolation.
I just don't understand how do I prove that my asylum is because of religious persecution.
I have NOT been beaten till now because I never revealed my atheism to anyone outside my parents and brother. But yes, when my mom talks about religion or when I ask her a question and she includes allah in it, I go nuts. When I go nuts, I start abusing islam and once my mom said to my dad that take him to the police.
If I land on the airport of USA on a visit visa, can any of you help me in staying somewhere? I also need someone to help me in the asylum application after going to the USA. I don't know where to go if i land there, I know nothing. I'm just 19.
Please help me, can any of you take the responsibility of helping me? Perhaps become my guardian
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